DUCK 5: DUCK-N-A. That is the DNA that you need...

Subject DUCK 5: DUCK-N-A. That is the DNA that you need...
Posted Date: Sep 6 - 5:48 PM

(A small church near the beach. A church retreat. Somewhere north of Ventura CA. Subject giving me some "advice" & "procedures")

Trust me Chris. Look at your family. Why do you think that they are a decent looking bunch and smart.... You are gifted. Your brother is gifted. Your sisters are....Do you see a pattern. Dont say no because you will be insulting me Chris. Do not act dumb......

I know your father and mother since they were teenagers Chris.....

Young love. Hope. A lovely couple..... Your mom's... Your dad's... You are a very 50/50 when it comes to your parents characters and physiology...

One of the things we do is called Pediatrician &.... You should know this because you told me you are interested in the Medical Field and studied some psychology since you where 5...

If you ask any of them... A pediatrician, or a guy that is involved in immunology...

So both of you need to be together. Do you want the best for your children...

Trust me. Everybody had a  good idea the direction you were headed. Why? Because look at the family history of both sides of your parents...

So do you think it is a coincidence.... No.

So if you do call yourself unselfish and want the best for your future family...

You would marry her. YOU HAVE TO. Just wait for both of you to be at least 18 years.

"But I can't. I have to complete my academic carreer...."

It is called evolution. Survival of the Featest. And I see the same pattern going to happen again, if you marry her. You know why she is the most compatible....

We owe a lot to your parents. They have done a lot for us and a lot of people.In their youth. And this is our way to pay back, to see that all of you have a happy and proud...

"But isn't this wrong? I do not think it is real love...."

Are you being selfish? Do you want your family to suffer in a society that sometimes is very cruel and unforgiven....

Why do you think that cousing of yours that looks like you, except she is a girl.... Think Because both of you share something in the way you think and act. It beyond the direct family.....

 

DUCK 4: XUXA by the artist know as Smiley. From the ITG series.

Subject DUCK 4: XUXA by the artist know as Smiley. From the ITG series.
Posted Date: Sep 6 - 4:30 PM

---At my one of my favorite arcade places, that have various "DANZA machines" like my little sister calls them. After coming from Downtown LA and bought 2 new DDR games for our PS2 at home.---

I am not sure my Precious Ducky. This DDR songs are not so cheery for me anymore. I want to dance to something to an upbeatt rhytim.

So StarWolf, how did you start dancing with the DANZA games.

When I was over there at Santa Cruz, there is this place that I like a lot called the Casino Arcade. I liked that place. It was up there with the Mystery Spot of my list of favorite places to be and have fun. You should go visit the Mystery Spot. That place is weird. I like weird.....

But lately, this songs are not doing it for me anymore. Meh. What are you doing over there? My friends say to stay away from that machine called "In the Groove" They say it is a wannnabe DDR machine. And is so easy and gay (South Park fans)......

What did you do Precious Duck.

I dunno. It gaves us a free game. For 2 players? Ah, soooo kewl!!.....

That sounds neat! Whats the name of this song.... XUXA.... if I remember correctly, that is Duck in Latin or Greek. Hmm.... Wow and the whole time they where telling me to stay away because the songs sucked. I was about to stop dancing...

 

DUCK 2: The DUCK Savior.

Subject DUCK 2: The DUCK Savior.
Posted Date: Sep 6 - 4:14 PM

----After a big earthquake. A new small lake formed from some new little dam in the San Fernando Valley, my baby brother called my -Chia- he could not pronounce my name yet 

C."Bear, let me keep the duck. You might lose it."

B."Sure thing Chia Wolf, me might lose ducky. You keep. Me afraid. This Ocean is big"

C."No Bear, this is a lake. An Ocean is way bigger"

B."You go to swim? What is Earthquake? Everybody seems scared and sad. Why Chia Wolf?"

C." Is that a lot of people lost their homes because of the Earthquake. I think."

B."You go swim now? You know how to swim. Wolfs are not swimming animal."

"NO, but I think I can float".............................................

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You are lucky Chris. The way I found out you were drowning was because of that rubber duck.

Duck Begginnings.

Subject DUCK 1: Duck Begginnings.
Posted Date: Sep 6 - 4:10 PM

----Around Pre-K. My parents trying to teach about colors, shapes, animals, sounds and other stuff. Footage is from an old video cassete that we borrowed from my aunt.----

Now my son, this is a duck. The color is yellow. It goes quack. It flys. It swims. It belongs to the division of animilia.... order..... division...

A Dark Individual... with a Heart of Gold.

Subject A Dark Individual... with a Heart of Gold.
Posted Date: Sep 6 - 3:49 PM
No people. It is not about me. It is about a individual that greatly influence me. I just recently found an essay from my high school years. Our teacher made us write about a individual that impacted us a lot about how we think about the world. This is the original title I used. Neat. (Come back later)

What a crazy day!!! You are not gonna get the best of me.

Subject What a crazy day!!! You are not gonna get the best of me.
Posted Date: Sep 5 - 9:37 AM

Wow. My new semester began with some dilemmas.

1. My laptop has a hardware problem. NOT software. We hear a weird humming sound. Like some bean or rice got inside the laptop.

2. My cellphone lost its memory. Is that I was experimenting with some new gadgets I have been given. Whoops!

3. I locked myself out of my room. Leaving inside important stuff , like my cellphone charger, laptop charger, documents for college...

4.I have received some akward news from far away. From an old friend. Very dissapointing. Not making my day any easier. Spiritually, I was kinda feeling down. Mentally, I beginning to have a headache.

5. One of my co-workers informed me that we had to go back to work this week. NOT next week. There goes my little trip.

6. Tell my employer that I will have to leave and go back to my main work. Not so bad. But it ruined the plans of some co-workers and friends at my temp job. Sorry to dissapoint.

7. Angie, YOU are freaking me out!!!

8.Sona, YOU are hurting me, physically. I am concerned that I will have scars. This playfullness is not so nice. My baby sister is beginning to suspect why I am wearing long sleeve shorts a lot.

9. I had to bring bad news to friends and co-workers. Please do not kill me.

10 and etc etc. (More Problems... Hurray!!! What the heck? Is this the March of problems)

Subject special Doctorate program.

Subject special Doctorate program.
Posted Date: Aug 18 - 3:43 PM
It is a very nice. But it only applies to people on the science side. It makes you skip the Masters altogether. The only exception, if you have a major in Philosophy. Let ,me see if I can find a link. I am fullfiling its requirements at the moment. I have to check more on this. I do not even have a link yet. I like it a lot because it saves a lot of time and money. Very convenient. Hmm, Dr... strange. Dr K (Dr. Kennedy).... sometimes I saw how some people just adressed him as whatever, but he earned that title of Dr. I have a lot of respect for that. So I make sure to include Dr. when I addressed him. What a neat, but very challenging and rare program. At the same time, I can make different combinations with it. It nicely goes with the Dual Engineering item I am in the process at the moment. I will try to find link. I just put this here as a reminder. I have to go. Research papers. And I need to recharge. AKA sleep. Ciao.

Quickie Update.

Subject Quickie Update.
Posted Date: Aug 18 - 3:23 PM
This last 13 weeks were very hectic(Sumer Classes). But I managed. I thought I was going to have a very hard time with Physics. But no. I am glad. I still have one more class to get rid off at the moment. I have to start making calls. Make a list. Checking it twice. Let see if an A is still possible in this last class. I knew that Simpsons movie was going to suck. It been making a big fuzz, hype since 2 or 3 years ago. And it barely made like around 70 something in its opening weekend. And it started in a Wednesday. Wouldn't it have made more money, taking into consideration... calculating and taking into factor all the time and money FOX invested. I just need to laugh, not be told what to think (LISA SIMPSON). For me, the Simpsons became stale like around 2000. Meh. Good thing I did NOT pay to go see it. I have 2 new favorite movies. Sicko and the Bourne Ultimatum. Now, Bourne, you barely saw commercials or any other advertising, and look how much it did in the opening week. More than the Simpsons. 78. Yep. I am doing fine. And things are coming out just as calculated. Sometimes predictability is boring but sometimes it is nice to see it coming true. Ciao.

Subject The what Eyebrows?

Subject The what Eyebrows?
Posted Date: Jul 28 - 2:41 PM

Sometimes my familie's eyebrows gets us into trouble. Is that if you see the pics, they kind of form like an angry expression. Especially when I keep my face " without emotions" sometimes I freak people out. I call that my poker face. But I do not see the big deal about poker... 

"Hey you, with the MOTOROLA eyebrows!" a girl said.

At that certain, I was wearing a Motorola symbol T-shirt, a Motorola symbol cap (before I was given a cap from someone special) , and some other stuff. If I am not mistaken, there was some kind of Motorola marketing gimmick the day before and I decided to just show off. For me, the M of Motorola looked cool. Kinda reminded me of the Batman signal. I grew watching that show. No, I am not talking about that one from the 70's where Batman is dancing and everytime he attacks, some words pop out. I am talking about that cool animated series that came out in the 90's. "So what about them?" ... For me, it was a little disturbing... But at the same time it had it benefits.... Looking at our families pics, seems we got them from out father's side...but one picture in particular, the one about my uncle who got killed (from my fathers side) at a young age. I forgot at what age he died. But I am sure it was in the early 80's. Now, you might say where am I going with this? Wait, it is very. If you look at my cousins you will something strange. Is that my father comes from a big family. His family included 6 or 7 siblings. Then his he had the cousins. They where a total of 9 cousins. Now, some of my relatives (uncles, aunts), got married with Caucasians. Others with Asian people... So I have cousins that are mixed.... (I am trying to remember, but somehow in one of our family reunions we started to talk about this) Then we noticed something.   If you see all of us together, you would say that we are not .... Some of us are tall, some of us are slim, some of us heavy, white, asian or do not look at all hispanic.And if it wasn't for that girl, that pointed out... on that windy day, that I had to wear a cap very tight, that it pulled my eyebrows making look like M's... I think thats why I like Vegeta from Dragon Ball Z. His eyebrows kinda demand respect... NOT that I am one of those people....

(Come back later.)

Subject Oh look at me, I am weak, slow, dumb, fragile... GOTCHA

Subject Oh look at me, I am weak, slow, dumb, fragile... GOTCHA
Posted Date: Jul 11 - 10:44 AM

(Previously: Do you feel lucky punk!)

Don't you just hate it when people come go around preying on the weak or unfortunate. Bullies, punks, whatever. OK, now, people who know me for some time know that I like to test, experiment, study, individuals and society.

For example, sometimes I see how guys are most of the time are always after an easy win. I use a lot of different "tests" to fish out a type a person I want to analyze. But let me use only one of my examples. Now there is this popular video game called "Street Fighter 3" (fighting game). I always purposely pick the weakest characters in the games.... Then, I act like I have no idea how to use that character... Sometimes there are quiet and confident. Sometimes they have a big mouth, saying stuff like "you are going down, you are going to lose, and etc." (That rarely happens, because I tend to be in my quiet, creepy, mysterious, mode and somehow when people do not see you smiling, they tend not to like kidd around.... Oh, and not surprising to me, they pick the strongest characters in the game, ... Sometimes I say to them, "Do you know how to use any other characters?" (or like I like to say, hide behind)...Is like getting into a fight using a weapon. And you know what you are weak. Because you only attack when you have bigger numbers on your side or the opponent is disabled. I fight with honor. How about you? Does your victory have merit of being a victory of pride or scorn. No. You are a punk. You rely... And thats why I LOVE chivalry. At the end of the day, it feels nice. But what saddens me, is that chivalry is kinda becoming extinct.... Luckily, I met of group of guys ...(obviously)...(Come back later)