Subject The what Eyebrows?

Subject The what Eyebrows?
Posted Date: Jul 28 - 2:41 PM

Sometimes my familie's eyebrows gets us into trouble. Is that if you see the pics, they kind of form like an angry expression. Especially when I keep my face " without emotions" sometimes I freak people out. I call that my poker face. But I do not see the big deal about poker... 

"Hey you, with the MOTOROLA eyebrows!" a girl said.

At that certain, I was wearing a Motorola symbol T-shirt, a Motorola symbol cap (before I was given a cap from someone special) , and some other stuff. If I am not mistaken, there was some kind of Motorola marketing gimmick the day before and I decided to just show off. For me, the M of Motorola looked cool. Kinda reminded me of the Batman signal. I grew watching that show. No, I am not talking about that one from the 70's where Batman is dancing and everytime he attacks, some words pop out. I am talking about that cool animated series that came out in the 90's. "So what about them?" ... For me, it was a little disturbing... But at the same time it had it benefits.... Looking at our families pics, seems we got them from out father's side...but one picture in particular, the one about my uncle who got killed (from my fathers side) at a young age. I forgot at what age he died. But I am sure it was in the early 80's. Now, you might say where am I going with this? Wait, it is very. If you look at my cousins you will something strange. Is that my father comes from a big family. His family included 6 or 7 siblings. Then his he had the cousins. They where a total of 9 cousins. Now, some of my relatives (uncles, aunts), got married with Caucasians. Others with Asian people... So I have cousins that are mixed.... (I am trying to remember, but somehow in one of our family reunions we started to talk about this) Then we noticed something.   If you see all of us together, you would say that we are not .... Some of us are tall, some of us are slim, some of us heavy, white, asian or do not look at all hispanic.And if it wasn't for that girl, that pointed out... on that windy day, that I had to wear a cap very tight, that it pulled my eyebrows making look like M's... I think thats why I like Vegeta from Dragon Ball Z. His eyebrows kinda demand respect... NOT that I am one of those people....

(Come back later.)

Subject Oh look at me, I am weak, slow, dumb, fragile... GOTCHA

Subject Oh look at me, I am weak, slow, dumb, fragile... GOTCHA
Posted Date: Jul 11 - 10:44 AM

(Previously: Do you feel lucky punk!)

Don't you just hate it when people come go around preying on the weak or unfortunate. Bullies, punks, whatever. OK, now, people who know me for some time know that I like to test, experiment, study, individuals and society.

For example, sometimes I see how guys are most of the time are always after an easy win. I use a lot of different "tests" to fish out a type a person I want to analyze. But let me use only one of my examples. Now there is this popular video game called "Street Fighter 3" (fighting game). I always purposely pick the weakest characters in the games.... Then, I act like I have no idea how to use that character... Sometimes there are quiet and confident. Sometimes they have a big mouth, saying stuff like "you are going down, you are going to lose, and etc." (That rarely happens, because I tend to be in my quiet, creepy, mysterious, mode and somehow when people do not see you smiling, they tend not to like kidd around.... Oh, and not surprising to me, they pick the strongest characters in the game, ... Sometimes I say to them, "Do you know how to use any other characters?" (or like I like to say, hide behind)...Is like getting into a fight using a weapon. And you know what you are weak. Because you only attack when you have bigger numbers on your side or the opponent is disabled. I fight with honor. How about you? Does your victory have merit of being a victory of pride or scorn. No. You are a punk. You rely... And thats why I LOVE chivalry. At the end of the day, it feels nice. But what saddens me, is that chivalry is kinda becoming extinct.... Luckily, I met of group of guys ...(obviously)...(Come back later)

 

I do not promise.

Subject Why I tend not to promise people anything?
Posted Date: Jun 7 - 11:54 AM

(Spanish)"When I come back Dad, I will PROMISE you that I will buy you a house next to the beach...

Right up there in Malibu. I know how you, Dad, and me like the beach (I am not sure why I liked the beach, I am just sort of drawn to it...

it will be nice Dad, it will be our home away from home (to get away from LA and the City enviroment)...

and it will be conventiontly next to Pepperdine..."

These where the words I said to my father when I was finishing high school and going on to college. You know when you are young, you have big dreams and are kinda happy and nervous at the same time. (At the time, I was feeling grateful and realized if it wasn't for my parents being involved in my academic career, where would I be now?) What does the future hold for us? We are becoming adults and want to take on the world. Well, me anyway, my father, I am not sure how, he heard how Pepperdine was a "Christian" university and was located not so far from LA. I have not even considered it. I was having my second thougts when he said it was Christian. But what  I did like about it, it was in Malibu, and both of us where familiar and like the area. We use to pass by it. When I was in elementary, I kinda found the "white tower" peculiar, I thought it was a new type of lighthouse.... Or thought it was the Washington monument, or some sort of replica... So one of my relatives, to cheer me up, and continue with my academic carreer bought me a ... in a sorta way to remind to not to stay down.... keep on fighting this ....because I have to set an example. It did not help me that much. Instead, it kinda reminded me that I failed. That what my father said about humans and God was true. It is not up to man... I was afraid the I was going to begin to swear or be blafemus. Start drinking or smoking, swearing.Start disrecpecting women and become a "player". Slapping them in their butts.  Be like those other... I looked at her, I said "No!, I have to be strong, because I am not the only one going through this test. It is not fair. She is only a baby. Why?! I wanted her to get to know her father. To know that he is a good man. A rare type of man. I do clearly remember, that in my prayers, the only thing I asked, was to give him more time, until my baby sister got her bachelors degree from a UC school. And he will be there, happy seeing his baby girl, receiving her diploma. A day filled with happiness and pride to our family. But it seems, that day was not meant to be.... Now I only ask him to me enough life to see my baby sister get Bachelors. I try my best to stay out of harms way, unless chivalry dictates to defend or junk. God give me strenght to continue this journey. Let me focus. Keep away from me all the evil that might let me go awry....(come back later).

 

Monkey see, monkey do better.

Subject Monkey see, monkey do ... better and show off.
Posted Date: Jun 4 - 1:40 PM
Something that annoys me is when people are afraid to be original. Or are afraid to try something new, just because society "dictates" them that you should follow because everyone else is doing it. This story I am about to tell you starts out when I was in the 2nd grade. Everyone was making books for a project. I am not sure if the LAUSD was doing better at that time or my particular elementary school had more money. It was right before I was identified as a gifted child. And this particular event led the teacher to refer me to the school shrink. There they started to test me. So the test they gave me is for measuring IQ. For me, I thought it was some sort of game to see if I could beat the records of other kids. While this was happening, we talked, and then they noticed how I used some psychology terms. They asked " How do you know those words?" I responded, "Simple, I have a lot of books at home with neat pictures and drawings." Now when I get a chance, I will blog down the title and authors of this neat books... What first caught my attention, was the peculiar picture cover... It had a giant Hydra in the background... and teeth in the beach and a women pregnant. At the time, I thought that every book was a story. So for me, when I saw the cover, I thought, "What kinda story is this?" Somehow my father got the whole volume set of books on different subjects. But this book was the one that caught my attention, and then it open a gateway, for me to start reading the other books in the series. What kept me interested in the books is that all of them had... probably seeing Mr. Rogers... so thats why I like Engineering. I am always coming up with ideas.... lately in myspace.... I can do better than that. This profile looks boring... psssh... you call that a slideshow... Unfortunately sometimes I get carried away... if you see me working out... especially martial arts, I do like a little dance. I like to fight with style and showmanship.... Why be ordinary?(to be continued)